So.

I'm a fucking sissy and leaves the Arvika festival one the last day because I can't stand rain, WET tent and WET clothes, and the lack of boyfriend was getting too much for me. In like 45 minutes Infected Mushrooms starts to play and I'm not there....

But seriously, the last two days, it was raining like shit and it didn't stop. EVER! and it was a BIG hole in the top of my tent and all my stuff got all WET and I've been wandering around in wet clothes for more than 24 hours. That's not comfy. And I was there for a week. 6 days. 4 days before the thing started and I was fucking tired. It was fun though.

My body is covered in marks and scratches and my feet are open wounds and my hair probably contains a big amount of bugs and spiders, my neck hurts, my back hurts, my arms hurts, my knees are killing me and I'm about to pass out because I'm so fucking tired... I'm sunburned, my stomach isn't really pleased, I've been attack by probably all the bugs around that's capable to sting and there's probably a very rare and dangerous alienish thing that feeds by my braincells living under my skin now.  My head hurts. My mouth tastest like puke and old alcohol. I'm coughing and it hurts. I have really weird pains in my hands.

And I just noticed that my skin is falling off on my back..... great.

ok. done.

First and Last

Body: F I R S T

First best friend: I liked horses.
First break-up: HAHAHA.
First funeral: I've only been to one. my grandmother.
First pets: Faline, a fat, angry little pony.
First piercing: through my eyeball.
First tattoo: I'll get one sooner or later...

L A S T S

Last car ride: From Arvika to Åreng, Sweden.
Last good cry: One of the last days. I was drunk.
Last movie seen: Some bad shortfilm about the military and a werewolf. wet.
Last beverage drank: Beer.
Last food consumed: Bread. And hamsters.
Last phone call: Princess
Last time showered? Today, and since I haven't showered in a week, it was goooooood.
Last person you kissed? Princess
Last shoes worn: Transformers Platforms.
Last item bought: Cigarettes
Last annoyance: the big hole that's bleeding and have a face on my foot.
Last time wanting to die: Never. really.

S P E C I F I C S
What kind of shampoo do you use? define.
What are you most scared of: Being alone, that people will suddenly hate me for no reason.
What are you listening to right now? Frank Zappa- Dancin' fool
Where do you want to get married?: Nowhere. Don't wanna get married.
How many buddies are online right now?: augh.

F A V O R I T E S

Color: Light pink and blue. Especially together. mhhhm.
Food: I hate food. I like pizza and hamsters.
Boy name: Emily ^____^
Girl name: Ekko! Even though I don't think that actually is a name.
Subjects in school: I don't go to school right now. But I guess I like art things.
Animals: Cats, horses, hamsters, mice, ninjaturtles. etc.
Sports: are bad for you.
Cologne: other peoples bodyodour.

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: yes.
Bungee jumped?: uhm. not the real thingy.
Skinny dipped?: yes.
Ever been in love? hope so.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: all the time. I even fall down stairs for sympahty.
Cried when someone died?: only when my hamster died.
Been rejected?: Every day. All the time. Even my skin rejects me. I have no skin.
Rejected someone?: yes.
Done something you regret?: yes.

L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: The busdriver. On nasty places.
Hugged: Princess
You IMed: I don't even know what that means.
IMed you: -------
Called you: Princess
You called: A callgirl.
Bought you flowers: Nobody ever buys me flowers. *cries*

W H O D O Y O U

Wanna Kill? Nobody...
Slap: Myself.

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: None.
Flowers or candy: CANDY!
Tall or short: auwh. depends.

R A N D O M

In the morning I am: Too happy and awake to be human.
All I need is: SEX! and care..
Love is: destroying and scary, but kinda nice.
I dream about: fishies and my friends being weird and myself being transformed into a boy.
What do you notice first: Hair. I like hair. on top of the head.
Last person you danced with: Maria. Surrounded by blacklights and neon and nnnntch nnnntch blip blop.
Who has a crush on you: my boyfriend, I hope...

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yes. a lot. but not allways
Wish you were younger: often. I like being childish and stupid and annoying and kick peoples legs, but I guess I still can do that even though I'm eighteen

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: Twice.
Of hearts I have broken: Just one. fucking whore.
Of continents I've been on: twooo
Of tight friends: none. really. people get tired of me. I think. or the opposite.
Of CD's I own: not enough
Of scars on body: ugh. I used to be goth.